Where are my art works?

I don't know if I could finish this study and wonder if this study make sense for me? But, but I come from all this way long, ONLY 1 year left, why not?



I'm not very exciting anymore as the first year student's emotional the fact that I come to London for art study and dream to be a great artist when I finish this study. How could be that? I just see London's schools produced so many artists every years, I feel I should just stay at home and shut my mouth. For art sake! And these 2 years of London's art study, I'm completely lost in my journey with imaginary art works. when I looked back at this prior, I feel I'm rubbish these last 2 years. I spent a lot of time to get used to London; I felt so scared that I'm so small inside of this complex monster structural city. I forgot to make works, thinking and breath. I almost believe if I'm an art student so I'm an artist. Everything I'm doing, touching should be "ART".



The worst part, I want to try everything: photography, film, sculpture, 3D, 2D, textile...I still want to do some work of printmaking. I never expected my art study could be so confusing in this stage.